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My name
is Sandra and I have always been overweight.
My whole life has been centered around my weight
problem and the constant dieting and failure associated
with it. The frustration and depression from continually
loosing the battle with my own body not only made
me overly self-conscious in front of the whole world
but also, and much worse, I was blaming myself for
failing. I hated not just my fat but myself too.
My weight had ruined my past, made the current hell,
and destroyed all hope for happiness in the future.
I was in total despair.
I know all this sounds a bit dramatic,
but it is real and even now that horrible past is
only slightly behind me and the fear of it overtaking
me once again is ever present. That fear is, however,
a powerful impetus to see my life style change through,
and together with my natural stubbornness I am confident
that the new and beautiful person I have become
is here to stay.
I was 304 ghastly pounds when
I had my surgery performed on March 12, 2002 but
today, as I write, I weigh only 193! I still intend
to go a bit further down but I am almost there,
in just two months over a year. My new body has
the kind of energy that I had long forgotten. All
manner of activities have since opened up to me
and I am doing the things that I wouldn’t
have even contemplated before. Walking my dog, Sabian,
is now something I look forward to instead of not
even considering. Obviously the exercise is crucial
to weight loss but there is the added benefit stirring
your soul too. Emotionally I am more than twice
the woman I used to be even though nearly ½
of my bulk is gone!
Deciding to have the surgery
was the best decision I have ever made. My family
and nearly all of my friends have been excellent
in supporting me and not resisting the major change
that is now part of my new life. I have nothing
but praise and thankfulness for Dr. Johnell he is
wonderful! I am busier and happier person than I
had ever hoped for and am "…getting better
and better every day in every way…".
Sandra
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